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November has came and i'm still here.
Now, i have a driving licence. Just today i want share about my experience semasa belajar memandu. Hey, you know it is a new thing for me. Bila di ingat kan kembalinya, first time aku pegang stereng dengan sekarang, memang jauh beza gile. Gile tak beza, first time dulu, bapak keras tangan aku , well sekarang one hand can handle the stereng. Haha..Masa mula mula belajar dulu,selalu mati enjin, sebab terlepaskan cluch macam gi tu je.. so, aku selalu ingatkan dalam kepala aku, whatever happen jangan lepaskan cluch.The formula is, kaki kaki kiri untuk cluch, kaki kanan untuk brek and minyak ok. Tapi, aku tak rasa aku akan bawa kereta manual lagi. Hehe, After i got the licence i never drive a manual car lagi. Maybe never for ever. Dah lah kalau nak tukar gear dua mesti masuk gear empat. Btw, it is very interesting experience, where you can learn how to be, patience, understanding, make an ease for the rest or an agent, and communication skill (a little bit). 

So, aku cuma nak cakap, whatever happen semasa aku belajar memandu hari tu, dari start aku mula belajar sehingga aku dah dapat lesenya pun, aku dah maafkan sesiapa sahaja yang terlibat in the process. Cuma lain kali saya nak nasihatkan, cuba berlaku jujur dan ikhlas sikit.Boleh tak? Tak tahu nak cakap macam mana, but please think, what have you done to others, it might be drag your family too. Didn't you love your family. I know setiap orang ada kelemahan dan kelebihan sendiri. Macam saya, saya tahu saya banyak kekurangan but still ade orang can accept me as their friend , family kan. So , same as for you. You are really2 kind, the way you treat me like your daughter as i thought at first, how  you spend a lot time to teach me, how you sacrifice to do a lot thing for me, but it is maybe different from of your view pak cik, as i thought it is called "ikhlas".  After the incident, saya bermuhasabah diri, maybe the  mistake come from me too. I choose to forgive , although pakcik tak minta pun, because you can change. You are soo kind pak cik, then, why not you just behave like that and remove all the bad habits. Tak kesian ke with your daughter. Everyone like to story about you in front of your daughter sendiri , she must be sad (i though), but she can't do anything. You as her father, she very respect you. Why you should kill the "rasa hormat" itu. I my self, juga sangat menghormati pak cik, because you are my teacher and you just like my father. Every time i'm doing mistake, saya cepat cepat mintak maaf. Saya jarang buat begitu, kecuali saya betul betul hormat seseorang itu.

Please, change. You are soo kind.(Repeated).

“I don’t like what you are doing, but I won’t insult you for it. You know why? Because who you are tomorrow may be better than who I am today.”

But , maybe now you have changed a lot. I dont know. Kita tak boleh nak hukum seseorang atas kesilapan masa lalu, maybe mereka lebih baik dari kita pada hari ini. I hope so. Hidayah Allah, bila bila masa saja Allah nak beri, Dia akan beri. 

I took a long time to write this, i just need to cool my self first, if i share this story during my angry time, wuhooo...i can't imagine this post without any positive word. I'm trying to be a good muslim . Please support. Forgive and forgiven. Akhir kata, dengar lah pepatah ini:


Yang tua di hormati, Yang muda di sayangi, sayang menyayangi lah jugak , tak yang sampai nak menggatal. Hokayh.